Hmm.. yesterday i turned down by own BEST FRIEND!! Hmm.. So looking forward to get some good news for yesterday.. But a two bad news dat i received.. Hmm rili2 were at a down mood.. but at night got enjoy mysef and my PRINCESS.. we went St James Powerhouse.. what a night.. and i rili quite lost yesterday night..haha!! princess shud know.. how i look like.. aft finish drink.. haha..
Den today turned down again.. by one of my client.. WTF.. feel so like shit.
dun wana talk much abt it..!! HATI SAKIT SIA!!
Hmm.. now talk about myself..
Do i wil get wat i wanna achieve?
Wil i be loved again??
Will you accept me??
More other questions that running in my mind.. first of all, about my Princess.. she scared to love again because she doesn't wait to love a person not whole heartedly..
she got 3 in choices..
1)
2)
3)
where am i? 1 2 3?
hmm...am i among the 3s? or not?
i rili wan to know what she rili wans in love...
she gave evribody a blank idea..
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Sunday, August 23, 2009
~otra Noche~
Today is the 2nd day of the fasting month of Ramadhan. Hope to complete the ramadhan month in one piece. Last friday went to celebrate Adeline's birthday at St James Powerhouse. It was her 21st birthday. Hope all ur wish comes true syg. I will pray for u the best of life and luck!! It was an exciting nite i should say. Though its quite crowded, but yeah i still enjoy. Btw my PRINCESS ADELINE, if u happens to read my blog, i gotta tell u this, "OUR SONG HAS NOT YET GOT TO DANCE A COMPLETE ONE OKEY??" HAHA!!
Okey. So here i go again. Another night (otra noche). haha..!! Actuali i got nothing in my mind to type and post anything here. Hmmm i should say out and tell about my background.
I, Muhammad Syaiful Bin Hanafee age of 21 dis cumin 26 dec, had a family of 5. Consists of my mum, 50, daddy, 50, sister, 22, me, 21, and lastly my Younger brother, 15. My mum is a housewife, my dad works two places. At night as a kitchen cleaner supervisor at Sheraton Tower and continues in the morning as a cleaner @ SGX centre. My sis, working as a bank teller at DBS Bank at Great World City branch. Me, working as a regular police officer, and my younger brother is still a student in West Spring secondary School. I pity my dad, he is 50, and yet still struggling with two jobs, to raise the family up. Even though, my sister and I are working full time, i wonder why we still struggling.
I have to support my family in the household bills. Sometimes i left with a few bucks inside my bank acct. I just keep to myself about this. Try not to reveal to anyone. That is the why, now, i promised myself, not to have that amount of money in my acct again. This is the last. Enuff is enuff.
I'm lucky to know Adeline (princess). She is willing to render me help. I hope it helps me alot. Syg Adeline, Thks for giving me this opportunity. Syg i miss u alot. i hope tomorow we can spend time with each other.
Adeline is the gal that i loves soo much. Even though i noe that, she is not ready to love someone, but i can wait. I'm willing to wait for her. In the mean time, I save money, invests. I wants to win her heart, but the thing is she is not ready yet. The way she take care and concern about me is really differs from my x's. When she say she meant evry single of her words. *SALUTE* haha!! but also, she differs from any other girls outside there. I shall call her woman lah ha. 21 oredi mah.. haha!! She is the woman that hard to find. RARE!! She puts in her hardship in everything that she wants and earn it. She is straight forward, i cant describe. Too many. May take a lot of space. ahakz.
Whatever it is, I'm gonna secure her in my arms, gives her the comfort of love, and shall propose her one day in front of her friends. Be mine syg..huhu..
SYAIFUL DREAM ON!!!! WAKE UP!!!!!
Okey. So here i go again. Another night (otra noche). haha..!! Actuali i got nothing in my mind to type and post anything here. Hmmm i should say out and tell about my background.
I, Muhammad Syaiful Bin Hanafee age of 21 dis cumin 26 dec, had a family of 5. Consists of my mum, 50, daddy, 50, sister, 22, me, 21, and lastly my Younger brother, 15. My mum is a housewife, my dad works two places. At night as a kitchen cleaner supervisor at Sheraton Tower and continues in the morning as a cleaner @ SGX centre. My sis, working as a bank teller at DBS Bank at Great World City branch. Me, working as a regular police officer, and my younger brother is still a student in West Spring secondary School. I pity my dad, he is 50, and yet still struggling with two jobs, to raise the family up. Even though, my sister and I are working full time, i wonder why we still struggling.
I have to support my family in the household bills. Sometimes i left with a few bucks inside my bank acct. I just keep to myself about this. Try not to reveal to anyone. That is the why, now, i promised myself, not to have that amount of money in my acct again. This is the last. Enuff is enuff.
I'm lucky to know Adeline (princess). She is willing to render me help. I hope it helps me alot. Syg Adeline, Thks for giving me this opportunity. Syg i miss u alot. i hope tomorow we can spend time with each other.
Adeline is the gal that i loves soo much. Even though i noe that, she is not ready to love someone, but i can wait. I'm willing to wait for her. In the mean time, I save money, invests. I wants to win her heart, but the thing is she is not ready yet. The way she take care and concern about me is really differs from my x's. When she say she meant evry single of her words. *SALUTE* haha!! but also, she differs from any other girls outside there. I shall call her woman lah ha. 21 oredi mah.. haha!! She is the woman that hard to find. RARE!! She puts in her hardship in everything that she wants and earn it. She is straight forward, i cant describe. Too many. May take a lot of space. ahakz.
Whatever it is, I'm gonna secure her in my arms, gives her the comfort of love, and shall propose her one day in front of her friends. Be mine syg..huhu..
SYAIFUL DREAM ON!!!! WAKE UP!!!!!
Friday, August 14, 2009
dream on!!
i, muhd syaiful.. wants to live happy..
i knew this gal.. her name is adeline..
she's swit.. caring and concern, makes me happie wen i see her..
her eyes melt my feelings.. her smiles makes my dae..
will she be mine one day? will i b loved again?
or am i dreaming and at the losing end? i shall see one day..
i dun wanna end up like my old relationship..i suffers alot.. it hurts alot wen i flash back..
its just a nitemare..
fuh... and now adeline a gal that i loved so much..
she got some expectations that she wan a guy to meet..
i will try my best to achieve it..
i will get it, i will strive for it, no matter if i have to cry till bleed, shed my body with blood, sacrifices my life, i will do it..
i sincerely, wana be with her..
dis is my aim.. i will sacrifice my life for love..
whateva pple out there wana sae about dis, go ahead carry on..
i know wat i'm doing.. i just wana be with adeline..
just her..
if my aim is not achieved, i shall leave this world, and wait for you, adeline, at heaven's door..
i knew this gal.. her name is adeline..
she's swit.. caring and concern, makes me happie wen i see her..
her eyes melt my feelings.. her smiles makes my dae..
will she be mine one day? will i b loved again?
or am i dreaming and at the losing end? i shall see one day..
i dun wanna end up like my old relationship..i suffers alot.. it hurts alot wen i flash back..
its just a nitemare..
fuh... and now adeline a gal that i loved so much..
she got some expectations that she wan a guy to meet..
i will try my best to achieve it..
i will get it, i will strive for it, no matter if i have to cry till bleed, shed my body with blood, sacrifices my life, i will do it..
i sincerely, wana be with her..
dis is my aim.. i will sacrifice my life for love..
whateva pple out there wana sae about dis, go ahead carry on..
i know wat i'm doing.. i just wana be with adeline..
just her..
if my aim is not achieved, i shall leave this world, and wait for you, adeline, at heaven's door..
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