I'm BacK!!

Yesterday, i went to MOVIDA!! its a first time experience to step into MOVIDA..
they played some RNB songs.. but the most fun thingy is when the live band plays LATIN SONGS!!
WOW!! amazing.. there are couples that are good dancer and they can dance salsa..
I'm impressed with their flawless steps and move when they dance..
MELTS!! hahaks!! Overall THUMBS UP TO MOVIDA!!
Thks to wann.. hahaks and My SYG!!

Today is my werking day.. I'm at workplace now.. My EM2 duty is always fun for mie..
becaus i dun nid to go for patrols..
Anyway had my range shooting tis morning and weapon cleaning.. my weapon is damn clean already..
hahaks!!
Just ended my PT session jut now @ 1830HRS.. hmm.. tiring le..
went for 3m run and some sprinting run..
niwae i took it positively as my training for my IPPT on dis 15th oct..
hahaks.!! till
now its dinner time..
and i gt no cents to buy food..
so have to endure the hunger till i get bck home tomoro..
hmm... sobz..
nemind..

hmm.. tonite my syg enjoying her nite at dblo.. LADIEs NITE SIA!!
cant get to join her.. cos im stuck in here..
SHITMAN!! nvr mind.. on friday i gonna dance my nite out at pwrhouse!! i dun care!!
hahaks!! no one gona stop me.. haha!! ah im too hungry to continue..
i'll get back to this blog again..



syaiful..
signing off............

Here i Go Again....

Here i go again.. haha.. hmm.. today i had to set my goal settings for this month of september.. haha.. kinda stress to think but its challenging as i did not tried before to do goal settings in my life.. this is my first time.. i joined a company in business stuff.. what i wanna say abt dis company is, they taught me alot in lyfe changing.. how to be a better and responsible man.. first of all i would like to thanks my syg Miss Adeline Sim a.k.a Adawiyah haha.. cos she brought me in this company.. and secondly i would like to thank Mr Faiz, Mr Alfian, Mr Phillip and Ms Jeanette cos they had taught me how to work in this company.. they are very dedicated leader.. Thank you all who have brought and taught me.. Thanks once again..

Second part of my story.. this is a sad story.. yesterday i brought my prospect for a talk at my company ofiz.. my prospect is a gal.. an ex-colleague of mine when we are Long John Silver's still..that was back in 2005.. Brought her down yesterday because she's kinda interested in knowing the business that i am doing.. then she bought a can of coke drink.. and i met my syg at smoking are at our ofiz.. den we about to go in to ofiz, my prospect offered me her coke as she can't finish it up.. i accept the coke RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY SYG.. She really dissapointed in me.. its very dumb and stupid of me to accept the coke, cos i knew dat i cant drink gassy drinks, and my syg knew that i cant drink gassy drink.. wah im in a deepshit.. and the other thing is she jealous when im shared the straw.. wah i lyke stupid lor.. FUCKING STUPID!!

Syg im sorie for making u really dissapointed in me.. im sori if i made u jealous.. a billions of sorry.. syg dun think abt it anymore.. iwill not drink gassy drink nimore.. now i can feel the pain in my stomach..its very uneasy..
i wont drink in front of u again.. must learn how to say no oredi.. syg forgive me..

third part of my story..
Damn Fucked up..
i cant make any appt lor for next week.. its lyke no one picks up my call..
what happen to my frens all..?? did they die of unnatural death..
even my tagged friends all are not online..
haiyo... what had happen..
what a day today.. frm hospital, rush to mosque, rush back home.. but d results that i get is F9.. not convincing for me today.. sayang, i cant make any appt for next week le..how now? im confused and stress..


last but not least..
i cant wait for my CQD Course at SOC to finish on 25th Sept.. haha..lolx
its a very tiring day for us.. evriday at eihter HTA or Mandai Training Camp..
HTA is ok coz d firing range are all indoor.. unlike Mandai Training camp, their firing range are outdoor..
and it is under the hot sun..
What The FUCK!! furthermore we are fasting..
fasting le.. spare a thought la for us.. haha.. lolx!!
evridae dehydration le if at mandai.. wa lao..
den on 25th sept we ends our course, but on 26th sept, we have to deploy for th F1 race..
what the Hell..!!! cant giv us some rest...
Shitman!! i hoping for at least 2 days off or wat..

Btw, this month is Hari Raya.. what a month man.. enjoys.. but bcos of the CQD course, my target to hav an appointment is all like tight up.. hope this course ends and i can cpncentrate on both police and my business..

Syg i miss u alot le.. when can i c u again?? i wana disturb u.. i wana tease u.. haha..lolx..
miss ur hugs, ur smile, ur laughter, ur cooking, ur kiss, ur caress and when you look me in the eyes..syg whenever u say we are like husband and wife, i noe its a joke from u.. but how i wish that its true.. how i wish i cud assure that u are mine..
just now in the morning, when u say u never see ur hairul for 3 weeks, cos u keep seeing me, i felt jealous..
i noe i got no right to hav dat feelings..
furthermore u said that u wan to be fair, to start seeing hairul for 3 weeks.. and stop seeing me for 3 weeks..
its kind a heart throbbing.. my heart aches.. my mood change.. i know u got the freedom to choose anyone..
but i......................argh...!! FUCK!!.............. i noe i selfish.. i just wan u to see me no other guys..!! BUT I CANT!!!!! sobz...

syg..i love you.. hope you understand my feelings..

Here i Go Again....

Hmm.. yesterday i turned down by own BEST FRIEND!! Hmm.. So looking forward to get some good news for yesterday.. But a two bad news dat i received.. Hmm rili2 were at a down mood.. but at night got enjoy mysef and my PRINCESS.. we went St James Powerhouse.. what a night.. and i rili quite lost yesterday night..haha!! princess shud know.. how i look like.. aft finish drink.. haha..

Den today turned down again.. by one of my client.. WTF.. feel so like shit.
dun wana talk much abt it..!! HATI SAKIT SIA!!

Hmm.. now talk about myself..
Do i wil get wat i wanna achieve?
Wil i be loved again??
Will you accept me??

More other questions that running in my mind.. first of all, about my Princess.. she scared to love again because she doesn't wait to love a person not whole heartedly..
she got 3 in choices..

1)

2)

3)

where am i? 1 2 3?
hmm...am i among the 3s? or not?
i rili wan to know what she rili wans in love...

she gave evribody a blank idea..

~otra Noche~

Today is the 2nd day of the fasting month of Ramadhan. Hope to complete the ramadhan month in one piece. Last friday went to celebrate Adeline's birthday at St James Powerhouse. It was her 21st birthday. Hope all ur wish comes true syg. I will pray for u the best of life and luck!! It was an exciting nite i should say. Though its quite crowded, but yeah i still enjoy. Btw my PRINCESS ADELINE, if u happens to read my blog, i gotta tell u this, "OUR SONG HAS NOT YET GOT TO DANCE A COMPLETE ONE OKEY??" HAHA!!

Okey. So here i go again. Another night (otra noche). haha..!! Actuali i got nothing in my mind to type and post anything here. Hmmm i should say out and tell about my background.

I, Muhammad Syaiful Bin Hanafee age of 21 dis cumin 26 dec, had a family of 5. Consists of my mum, 50, daddy, 50, sister, 22, me, 21, and lastly my Younger brother, 15. My mum is a housewife, my dad works two places. At night as a kitchen cleaner supervisor at Sheraton Tower and continues in the morning as a cleaner @ SGX centre. My sis, working as a bank teller at DBS Bank at Great World City branch. Me, working as a regular police officer, and my younger brother is still a student in West Spring secondary School. I pity my dad, he is 50, and yet still struggling with two jobs, to raise the family up. Even though, my sister and I are working full time, i wonder why we still struggling.

I have to support my family in the household bills. Sometimes i left with a few bucks inside my bank acct. I just keep to myself about this. Try not to reveal to anyone. That is the why, now, i promised myself, not to have that amount of money in my acct again. This is the last. Enuff is enuff.

I'm lucky to know Adeline (princess). She is willing to render me help. I hope it helps me alot. Syg Adeline, Thks for giving me this opportunity. Syg i miss u alot. i hope tomorow we can spend time with each other.

Adeline is the gal that i loves soo much. Even though i noe that, she is not ready to love someone, but i can wait. I'm willing to wait for her. In the mean time, I save money, invests. I wants to win her heart, but the thing is she is not ready yet. The way she take care and concern about me is really differs from my x's. When she say she meant evry single of her words. *SALUTE* haha!! but also, she differs from any other girls outside there. I shall call her woman lah ha. 21 oredi mah.. haha!! She is the woman that hard to find. RARE!! She puts in her hardship in everything that she wants and earn it. She is straight forward, i cant describe. Too many. May take a lot of space. ahakz.

Whatever it is, I'm gonna secure her in my arms, gives her the comfort of love, and shall propose her one day in front of her friends. Be mine syg..huhu..


SYAIFUL DREAM ON!!!! WAKE UP!!!!!

dream on!!

i, muhd syaiful.. wants to live happy..
i knew this gal.. her name is adeline..
she's swit.. caring and concern, makes me happie wen i see her..
her eyes melt my feelings.. her smiles makes my dae..
will she be mine one day? will i b loved again?
or am i dreaming and at the losing end? i shall see one day..
i dun wanna end up like my old relationship..i suffers alot.. it hurts alot wen i flash back..
its just a nitemare..
fuh... and now adeline a gal that i loved so much..
she got some expectations that she wan a guy to meet..
i will try my best to achieve it..
i will get it, i will strive for it, no matter if i have to cry till bleed, shed my body with blood, sacrifices my life, i will do it..
i sincerely, wana be with her..
dis is my aim.. i will sacrifice my life for love..
whateva pple out there wana sae about dis, go ahead carry on..
i know wat i'm doing.. i just wana be with adeline..
just her..
if my aim is not achieved, i shall leave this world, and wait for you, adeline, at heaven's door..